epiphany

desperate
why do i become so
desperate
start out with confident and sure
and end up doubting
afraid
to lose you
afraid
you'll find someone better
and leave me alone
nagging
my fun falls away
nagging
i question all you do
and analyze you to death
impatient
i push for something i don't even know i want
impatient
i become frustrated quickly
with your relaxed attitude and control change
i have to change
change
my thought processes and value myself
remember i was happy before you too
focus
on all things that matter, not just you
focus
on my life and others
and have faith that it will work if it should
trust
that God will take care of me
trust
that you might be honest
and if you're not, that i'll be ok without you