Thursday, July 28, 2011

questions

heading home...
puppy, baby, boy, house...
3 preps, team, rules...
will i like it?
will it be what i expect?
will i feel trapped?
will he sacrifice to be with me?
everytime i go home now, there's a window at the end
an escape when i'm feeling stuck and small-towned
a dreaded separation when i'm feeling attached.
which one is it?
what happens now that it's not there?
will my love of SD, my friends here be replaced?
can they be replaced?
am i only walking away from a place i love?
or a persona i have created independently that i love?
am i giving up that independence?
or gaining a best friend and husband?
will i miss SD forever?
will rob be enough?

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