Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Should I Go?

Should I go home?
The question follows me like a shadow.
Sometimes I feel so alone.
But then the sun hits my face
and a palm tree sways in the breeze
and for a minute, the loneliness is erased.

Should I go home?
It weighs constantly on my mind,
But I've never had such greats friends on my own.
My girls are there for me through good and bad
and back at home,
this is something I never had.

Should I go home?
When I'm there I feel so out of place
and find myself in public off in my zone.
I realize that an outsider is what I've become.
their lives and mine don't seem to fit.
Can this be changed? What can be done?

Should I go home?
Are you going to be worth the risk?
Codependence I refuse to condone,
but you might be worth the sacrifice.
Please tell me, should I go home?


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